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Wednesday, September 23, 2009
WHY ARE THERE SO MANY BIRTHDAYS IN SEPTEMBER?! I'M GOING BROKE!!!
hahahs anyway happy 14th birthday yanyee! wishing you all the best in everything you do, and hope you'll have fun in school!
whew what a tiring day. french was quite fun, i must say, and i understood A LOT of stuff today!(: hmmm maybe things ARE starting to go well for me...:D
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Sunday, September 20, 2009
sigh yesterday i couldn't go for service...
i went to faye's house to experiment new pastries. we tried making pineapple tarts again and it was successful! YAY!
there was too much extra dough, so we used the remaining chocolate chips from the previous cupcakes to try and make chocolate tarts, and it actually worked! WOW!
hahahs. we also made some cookies, the usual chocolate and cranberry cookies, white chocolate oatmeal cookies. and we tried a new kind of cookie. what did we try ah? i forgot. i only remember that it was successful! :D
actually the chocolate tarts were kinda burnt (CHAOTAR!!!) so i decided to give yauxuan the nicer ones. then faye stole it and ate all those i was gonna give yauxuan. -.- how nice of you faye. thanks alot man!):
ahhh today i went out with my parents for the whole day. tired...and i actually went to swim like, 12 laps. HOW DID I DO THAT? now i'm like, super exhausted. i'm yawning as i watch super junior's animal farm. SHINDONG'S HORRIBLE!!!D:
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Sunday, September 13, 2009
YESTERDAY DURING SERVICE, CLAUDIA CONVERTED! YAY THANK GOD FOR HER! SHE'S MADE THE RIGHT CHOICE!
hahahs service was super fun, and quite a few visitors came. thank god for them too! (:
yesterday pastor shirley talked about rebuilding stuff in our lives to make it better. after i went home, i had a small argument with my mum over some trivial stuff(i forgot what), then my dad had to add in something to make things worse. so in a moment of anger, i shouted at him. after a while, i thought about service and what pastor shirley said, so i decided to apologise to my dad for shouting at him. and i did. but maybe because he was still angry,he said that he hated me and wondered why he has such a daughter like me. i felt sad, so i did quiet time, made a prayer, and felt better. (: then today, my dad started talking to me again! THANK GOD!(:
sometimes i feel bad for not being able to go for service and caregroup gatherings regularly, cuz God has done so much in my life, yet i'm not able to serve Him. then i remember that God understands us and our situations, sometimes even better than ourselves, and i immediately feel happier! so i will give thanks to God for being such a great savior to us, and for listening to us when we have problems. God will always be with us, no matter when or where we are, no matter how big the problem is, and He will always be there to assure us that hey, even if the world abandons you, I'll be with you! :D
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Friday, September 11, 2009
如煙 by 五月天
我坐在床前 望著窗外 回憶滿天
生命是華麗錯覺 時間是賊 偷走一切
七歲那一年 抓住那隻蟬 以為能抓住夏天
十七歲的那年 吻過他的臉 就以為和他能永遠
有沒有那麼一種永遠 永遠不改變 擁抱過的美麗都 再也不破碎
讓險峻歲月不能在臉上撒野 讓生離和死別都遙遠 有誰能聽見
我坐在床前 轉過頭看 誰在沉睡
那一張蒼老的臉 好像是我 緊閉雙眼
曾經是愛我的 和我深愛的 都圍繞在我身邊
帶不走的那些 遺憾和眷戀 就化成最後一滴眼淚
有沒有那麼一滴眼淚 能洗掉後悔 化成大雨降落在 回不去的街
再給我一次機會 將故事改寫 還欠了他一生的 一句抱歉
有沒有那麼一個世界 永遠不天黑 星星太陽萬物都 聽我的指揮
月亮不忙著圓缺 春天不走遠 樹梢緊緊擁抱著樹葉 有誰能聽見
耳際 眼前 此生重演 是我來自漆黑 而又回歸漆黑
人間 瞬間 天地之間 下次我 又是誰
有沒有那麼一朵玫瑰 永遠不凋謝 永遠驕傲和完美 永遠不妥協
為何人生最後會像一張紙屑 還不如一片花瓣曾經鮮豔
有沒有那麼一張書籤 停止那一天 最單純的笑臉和 最美那一年
書包裡面裝滿了蛋糕和汽水 雙眼只有無猜和無邪 讓我們無法無天
有沒有那麼一首詩篇 找不到句點 青春永遠定居在 我們的歲月
男孩和女孩都有吉他和舞鞋 笑忘人間的苦痛 只有甜美
有沒有那麼一個明天 重頭回一遍 讓我再次感受曾 揮霍的昨天
無論生存或生活 我都不浪費 不讓故事這麼的後悔
有誰能聽見 我不要告別
我坐在床前 看著指尖 已經如煙
what a sad song...makes me think about my grandfather, who passed away three years ago. sigh...
dear God, i pray for those who are on the brink of death. take them into your kingdom, and love them the way you love us. i pray for those who are ill to get well soon. AMEN! :D
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Thursday, September 10, 2009
maybe it's because of quiet time ON THE BED for too long.
maybe it's because i didn't sleep well.
maybe...
I DUNNO!! ALL I KNOW IS THAT MY STIFF NECK HURTS!!!
i had this stupid nightmare about broken toenails. and i woke up screaming "AAHH!! WHERE'S MY TOENAIL??!!" thanks man jack. thanks for your fantastic helmet job on my toenail. HOW LONG DO I HAVE TO WAIT FOR MY NICE TOENAIL TO GROW OUT??? bleh. sigh never mind my complaints shall stop here. God has already made my life so great, what else do i have to complain? :D
hmm today i went to sun plaza to buy a card for yx. AND I LOST IT. sigh i shall just write a simple note for yx. no choice! just hope he doesn't mind! :s
dear God, i pray for my mum to allow me to go for service this week, and all the saturdays from now on! AMEN! :D
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Wednesday, September 9, 2009
metamorphosis will definitely be memorable!!! especially with kc to sabotage me. (now the new believers of y-hope know i do QT in the toilet!!! BOOHOOHOO.)':)
i really learnt a lot about God after metamorphosis today, although i couldn't stay for the whole thing.): never mind, at least i had fun all the time i was there!
let's see...dennis(not the anti-fb crappy person.BLEH) taught us about some stuff about the basics of Christianity, like how to know God, quiet time, prayer, etc. "Christianity is about a growing relationship with God, not a religion." i managed to remember this cuz, well, i guess it meant a lot to me and it also relates to me in some way. WOW I ACTUALLY REMEMBERED IT! I DON'T HAVE MEMORY LOSS! WHEE!:D
oh this is the most embarrassing part: we were told to set a specific time and location to meet God every day--> quiet time. THAT KAR CHIAN SABOTAGED ME AND ASKED DENNIS TO ASK ME WHILE HE WALKED DOWN THE STEPS! AAARRHH NOW EVERYONE KNOWS I DO QUIET TIME IN THE TOILET! SO EMBARRASSING!!! <--sounds like auntie lucy!
after this we went to subway for lunch. nothing much there, except for me calling peining and complaining to her about kc! hahahs.
we went back to nexus, where erm...daniel taught us about why we should care for church. (was it daniel??) we watched a video, which was really meaningful. it was about god creating stuff. then a girl (where did she pop out from?) appeared. she was pulled away from God, then she was constantly bullied by people around her. then when she wanted to go back to God,He reached out to her, but the people who bullied her formed a wall which made her unable to get into contact with God. then finally God made his way in between the bullies and protected her. SO TOUCHING!
hmm there was another break. after the other break we played games! wow they were super fun man! there was charade, some 1 2 3 4 game, which we won BIG TIME. HAHAHS the game master was like, "what's this? what's this? the other teams never made it past 10!" hahahs! although we didn't win, all that mattered to me was that through these games, sisters and brothers in Christ got together, united, learned and had fun! after the games i had to leave (unfortunately). BUT EVERYTHING I EXPERIENCED WAS CERTAINLY FUN!
dear God, we thank you for the success of today's metamorphosis. we thank you for bringing us together, all our brothers and sisters in Christ, and learning your word as we have fun and bond together. we thank you for everything. AMEN! YAY! GOD BLESS EVERYONE!!:D
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Friday, September 4, 2009
maybe continuing and persevering in God has really been tough and difficult, but i don't regret it, and i will never. NEVER. i'm in control of my own life. if i'm not out of control, i will never know that i'm in control. this is when i get it that i have control over my own life, and the choices i make. i choose to trust...God.
(sounds like an advertisement, but true.)
i decide to go for service and caregeoup gatherings as regularly as possible! God, i leave it to you. i know that you have planned everything to you. i shall live my life to the fullest! yes! hahahs feels good when you have a clear vision of what you wanna do now. even if it's for now.:D
I DON'T LOOK BACK.
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Thursday, September 3, 2009
i am currently dying under the care of doctor adrian soo. he is killing me.
FROM DOC SOO: protest ok! i'm so gentle and nice to your toe luh.
FROM ME: would i be screaming like mad now if you are really that gentle??!! *screams in his ear*
FROM DOC SOO: cheryl loh control yourself! (sounds like pris!) and stop typing what i just said!
FROM ME: i don't care! *kicks her legs childishly, accidentally kicking the bed* OOOWWW! MY TOEEEEE!!! ADRIAN SOO! STOP TYPING! I'M BLEEDING LUH! HOW?!
FROM DOC SOO: you deserve it, mad girl... give me your toe i see.
FROM ME: how to? pull it out huh?
FROM DOC SOO: tsk! you want me to help you or not? (bad singlish right?) CHERYL LOH!!
FROM ME: my doctor is mad.(: hahahs. doc soo is getting hysterical!!! MUUUM!
FROM DOC SOO: fine, i shall not care. *walks away and acts cool*
FROM ME: WHO CARES?! *shouts after him, then fakes pain* OOOWWW!!! I HIT IT AGAIN!
FROM DOC SOO:what happen what happen? you ok??? (so worried! hahahs doc soo likes to 大惊小怪) very funny. i clean your wound luh, see bleeding already.
FROM ME:AAAHH!! REALLY??!! OMG IT'S REALLY BLEEDING! HOW??!! OMG I'M GONNA FAINT...
FROM DOC SOO: you better faint now if you want. it's gonna hurt. HEEHEE. <-- EVIL DOCTOR!
HAHAHS WHAT AN INTERESTING CONVERSATION BETWEEN DOC SOO AND ME! DOCTOR SOO THE LAME AND ACT COOL AND THINKS-THAT-HE'S-SUPER-HANDSOME DOCTOR! (:
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Wednesday, September 2, 2009
what will tomorrow bring?
oh gosh my toe is still hurting and i feel like just chopping it off with the knife my mum used just now to chop a chicken's head. AAAAHHH!!! what can i do to lessen my pain?!
sorry zhen hui, maybe you can give me the lexus biscuits on friday!
dear god, i pray for my injured toe. i pray that it will recover asap, and that minsheng's cold will also recover soon! i pray that god, you can allow me to have time for shepherding with my shepherd liling!amen! :D
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yesterday i knocked my toenail out. today the doctor said that my toe is infected due to the moist plaster i was using. she said to go to the hospital to drain out the pus tomorrow. EEEWWW!!!! she already used the syringe to suck out so much pus and blood, and even used the operating knife to cut open that bump on my toe. AAAHHH!!! *pulls hair*
the whole process was SUPER PAINFUL CAN. i can still feel it now...D: that disgusting throb in my toe...DD: CAN SOMEONE JUST KILL ME NOW?!
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Tuesday, September 1, 2009
HAPPY TEACHERS DAY TO ALL THE NOBLE TEACHERS IN THE WORLD!
BEAR HUGS TO: MR TEOH, MS CHUA, MRS TAN,MRS CHAN,MR TAN, MR LEOW, MS CHEONG, THE GEOG TEACHER(SORRY I DIDN'T WANT TO SPELL IT WRONGLY!),MRS SNG, MR LIN(SORRY OLIVIA!), MS LAW, MS FOO, MS LIN, 杜老师,潘老师(ERM...). THAT SHOULD BE ALL...
OH OH OH AND MS LEE(FOR SEC ONE GEOG!)
(: HAPPY TEACHERS DAY! WISHING ALL OF YOU GOOD HEALTH AND A GOOD RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR CLASS! JIAYOUS! :D
ok i also wanna thank ned for teaching me so many stuff since i'm quite a new believer!(: happy teachers day to you too people! (:
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAORU!
ok today wasn't a really great day. josh's brother's helmet knocked my toenail off! omg i never remembered bleeding so much in my whole life...i was so scared i started screaming like mad! so sorry for scaring all of you with my hysterical screams!
that was the bad part of my day. i went for caregroup gathering(aka xiaoru's birthday) limping and all that stupid sherry could offer was laughter at my limps and messing my hair with her umbrella. thanks man sherry. (:
then we went to sheng siong to buy ingredients for cooking lunch together. hahah gracey has never cooked before! so funneh!
then we played a (quite lame) game called Follow The Leader, to trick xiaoru so that we could prepare for her birthday. then after cutting the cake and the usual procedure, we affirmed her. i could see the tears in her eye...just wanna tell xiaoru that no matter what we'll always be here for you!!! :D
at around 3 sherry and me had to leave,sherry to go and tutor her godsister and i just had to go home. (: everything was quite nice. ooh and i loved the chocolates and yogurt! (:
yay i hope everything else will be fine for the rest of the day. and i hope that my toe will stop hurting! D:
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