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Monday, August 31, 2009
Faith is not necessary when you know how things are going to work out, - that's knowledge. It's in the time of unknowing that having faith is what sees you through to the other side. Faith is what gives you strength. Faith is that light in your heart that keeps on shining even when it's all darkness outside. Now is the time to keep that faith alive!
this was what i need at this point of time. i have tons of uncertainties that i need confirmation about. i shall give thanks to God for Him being such a great listener and also for picking me up when i fall.(:
HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY! BONNE FÊTE DES PROFESSEURS! HAHAHS. just felt like thanking all the teachers in the world for their hard work and effort they put into everything they do. (: everyone is a teacher, and is also a student. we learn everyday, and we also teach others stuff along the way. how nice. it's the 一传十,十传百 concept.(: nice!~
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Sunday, August 30, 2009
True giving happens when you are overflowing from the inside, and cannot help but share. When there is so much love within you that it has to flow to others or you would burst open. There is no thinking involved, no willpower in such sharing. It just flows out. If you have to force yourself to be kind, to love, to feel compassion, you've missed the first step of filling in your own self with these emotions.
doesn't all this make sense to you? since God gave us so much, shouldn't we spread the love?
hmmm all that sounds too serious! let's talk about happy stuff. i've finished writing the notes for the o level packs i prepared for my cello bass seniors! woah i feel accomplished man! :D
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Saturday, August 29, 2009
WOOOAAAHH!!! hahahs pastor hong teck at service today was damn funny luh! hmmm i'm sure lok yan enjoyed herself, right? (:
anyway this week was...uneventful. all i can say is, 病魔已找上我. it isn't really nice you know? first, it was just a normal cough with runny nose. next it became fever,cough and runny nose with an inflamed throat. then now it's cough, runny nose, and inflamed throat and asthma --> triggered by cough that lasted too long.D: i feel like dying. but despite all my own problems, gracey's birthday celebration was definitely super super fun! let me "bring you on a journey" of gracey's birthday! (:
whee just the mention of this gets me really excited! firstly, i distracted gracey by asking her to accompany me and lok yan to daiso at plaza sing. so we WALKED THERE. those two lazies felt that the walk there was DAMN TIRING when i wasn't even perspiring. okayy maybe i was but that was due to the hot weather! hahahs, then i called kar chian (koh kar chng!! :D) to tell her my ingenious idea to stall grace, then she told us to reach the wanton stall at 11.30. so we went to plaza sing and WERE SUPER HIGH as we made our way up to daiso. i wasted alot of time in daiso(on purpose), then after i made my purchase, gracey said that she was thirsty and wanted a drink. the dumby lok yan led the (wrong) way to an imaginary macs which she thought was there, then since we couldn't find anywhere to get a drink, we decided to go back to the meridien to have a chat (and waste some more time) over a drink.
when we were back at the meridien i received a message from kar chian to meet everyone else at the lift at 12. so at 11.59 (grace i'm sure it was 11.59 not 12.04!) the three of us walked back to the cuppage plaza and we were late. UNEXPECTEDLY EVERYONE ELSE WAS LATER THAN US. HAHAHS.(: so in the end at around 12.15 we went into the auditorium by the back door. after a prayer we found our seats and enjoyed all of service! whoohoo and we had the song REAL for praise! yay! long time no hear! (:
after service the actual celebrations started! grace was told that she had three tasks she had to accomplish to get her final present. hahahs it was so disgraceful! lucky man, my birthday with the smashed cream was considered normal! :D hahahas grace had to wear the pink bunny ears and do the banana dance! (peel banana peel peel banana, chop banana chop chop banana, shake banana shake shake banana!)wanyi was so nice, she agreed to do it with grace at the entrance of nexus auditorium! thanks god for you wanyi!
next she had to hang a cardboard with the words "HAIL THE BIRTHDAY GIRL" on it. hahahs grace's face was so pink! pinky pig.
next she had to go to meridien and look for 红小姐, which kar chian wrote as 江小姐. and the 红小姐 was rachel fong! hahahs grace wrote "rachel" with her butt to get the clue! so funneh!~
then finally we walked to just acia WITH GRACE AND HER BUNNY EARS. hahahs kc asked a passer-by to help us take a picture in front of the Istana. EVERYONE WAS LOOKING AT GRACE!!!! :O hahahs at just acia we cut gracey's cake and affirmed her. although it was certainly "memorable", i'm sure grace enjoyed it! hahahs GO GRACEY!
dear god, we thank you for bringing our caregroup together on this day. please bless grace with the wisdom she needs for her practical exam. and bless her to grow in her walk with you. please bless our caregroup and everyone who needs your blessings! amen! (:
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Tuesday, August 25, 2009
i was allowed to go to school today. kaising am i really gonna look like you?! omgosh i don't want!!! :O
sigh the best thing of the week,i guess,will be going for service on saturday. and i hope lok yan can go too! (: jiayous lok yan!
my cough hasn't recovered after like,more than 1 month. and i feel like dying. the doctor said that my throat was badly inflamed yesterday. i guess that's the reason why i got slight fever last night. but at least my fever has gone away, if not my cough. i have to feel better soon!!! oh and my stupid handphone, keeps becoming faulty after a few days. i tired my best to fix it but IT JUST WON'T WORK!!! AND IT WON'T VIBRATE!!! i'm pulling all my hair out now.
i aim to do these by the end of this week:
1. study for maths test on friday.
2. try to get well.
3. make sure lok yan has fun at service(if she can go).
4. be happy.
(: i should tell myself jiayous now.
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Saturday, August 22, 2009
i was kinda sad today cuz my mum wouldn't allow me to go for service, even though i asked her twice. ): she said that i could go next week though! finally, shepherding with liling! wheehee!
anyway, today my mum was complaining in the car that we were facing a financial crisis and that everyone should stop spending money lavishly. i realised that that might be the reason why i wasn't getting a new handphone. ): i made a secret prayer and just now, my mum started screaming because she said that our uncle would return her the money he owed. and it was quite a big amount. (: my prayer really worked. this time god really heard my prayer. (:
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Friday, August 21, 2009
想知道現在你好不好
那些你給我的回憶 快樂也不少
少了你的未來我很好
只是離開的原因 好像我還忘不了
想知道現在你好不好
想問你還相不相信 當初的玩笑
少了你的未來我很好
早就不再相信他比我更重要
this is a new song by 范瑋琪. made me think of someone.
the 離開的原因 is because he refused to come back during his holidays. BECAUSE HIS PARENTS DID NOT ALLOW HIM TO. what a great reason.
Now i really 早就不再相信他比我更重要. that's why i'm becoming more and more 自恋 as the day passes by. hahah the influence from sherry also affects me though. (:
YAUXUAN PUTS MAKE-UP!! (what a random statement.)
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all i can say is (:. i feel happy and that's it. (: no particular reason. (: just happy. (:
it's rare, but i really don't have much to complain about.(: i am going to continue adding a smile to the end of my every sentence. (: because that's the way i've been feeling ever since i joined y-hope. (: whee!~ (:
i guess it's getting kinda irritating to keep seeing (:. so i shall just use :D,:P,:] and many others. hahahah how random!!!
now let's see...i came home with lok yan and we chatted alot on the way home. and she wants to go for service with me! i'm so happy man. i walked home feeling super hyper, mainly because WE WON THE BASKETBALL MATCH and also because of loky(?? not sure how i should spell it) wanting to go for service with me. aaah so nice... omg sorry derrick, for using your laptop during tuition. i sure hope mr tan doesn't see this...:O
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Thursday, August 20, 2009
hahah i'm having home econs lesson now! teehee. (:
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Wednesday, August 19, 2009
hahah i'm feeling hyper man! hyper hyper.
what a nice to reach home with your doggie waiting at the door for you. then when you enter she gives you a welcoming lick and looks at you with loving eyes. aahhh... i love my baby deedee! she's so cute!
SHOULDN'T I BE COMPLAINING ABOUT HOW MUCH I HATE CONTROLE 3? AAARRRHHH. FORGET IT. IT'S OVER. NO USE CRYING OVER SPILT MILK RIGHT? GOD HAS MADE HIS PLANS FOR ME.(:
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Tuesday, August 18, 2009
whew. i finally got my basketball team's spirit high again! although i'm not well today and couldn't practice together, i guess my notes for them worked and i got them to practice hard today! woah i feel so accomplished.:D thanks yiren! your "speech must have helped too"
apart from that happy event, everything else today is BAD. yesterday i helped an old lady push her grocery trolley all the way to her block at 406 (i live at 411) while she used my umbrella to prevent herself from getting wet, then i went home and caught a cold. runny nose (aka drippy tap), cough, sore throat, everything came. then after i vomited yesterday morning i had diarrhea too. 5 times yesterday, 3 times today(at least up to now). the stupid doctor said it was food poisoning when i was pretty sure it was stomach flu. aaahh! all i can do i crouch in my bed and pray that i get better and when i wake up, my stomach will stop hurting, together with the disappearance of the other illnesses. ):
dear god,i pray for everyone else who is ill to get well soon. i pray for olivia to be better and come back to school soon! and i pray for wanyi's mother, i pray that you'll heal her. and that wanyi will be given the strength to cope with the stress she has, and juggle them well. jiayous everyone! amen. (:
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Monday, August 17, 2009
sigh.
super stressed now.
french exam on wednesday. check.
street basketball match with jurong east on thursday. check.
history test on friday. check.
sigh.
i guess i might not even have 50% of the team spirit going. will all this really end up as a 100% nothing? and please, joshua the vice-captain, you are supposed to help me, not help them slack! sigh, sorry guys, i had to call yiren back to speak to you all tonight. feels like a betrayal man...but anyway, this match with jurong east is really VERY VERY IMPORTANT to us, and i'm sure each of you know why. isn't this why we all worked so hard for? i've prepared some notes for each of you all, and since brian won't be there, weijie pass to him kayys? thanks people, and don't forget our motto,拼了!
let's talk about the happy stuff instead. yay i loved gym today! hahah cartwheels and straddle jumps are fun! and backward rolls are easy! of course it feels less painful on my bed, but well, it's nice too! whoohoo!
after school peining and i walked to amk. then on our way there the rain suddenly started pouring and we ran to a void deck! haahaahaa. after we finally made our way to amk, i made peining go with me to 7-11 to buy cup noodles, and she started complaining how much she hated cup noodles. teehee! oh oh oh and she also made me walk to the mrt station with my cup noodles! and i saw sean, that stupid sean who was also slacking today, and i totally dao-ed him. i made sure he saw me, then i turned in the other direction. although i feel really bad now, i was really pissed with all of them at that time and i didn't really considered how they would have felt. sorry sean! ):
well, i guess i have to give an apology to my whole team for threatening to quit as captain this morning, bet hey, we didn't even practice a single spin-dunk this morning! lazy poks you all...:P heeheehs go rest ok, tomorrow we'll have a great practice! whee!~(:
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Thursday, August 13, 2009
oh dear. what a up-and-down week i've had.
hmmm let's see.
monday was nice. nice public holiday. oh I LOVE SINGAPORE! i guess only that very important birthday can allow me to have a another day of fun and laughter.(: well, i spent the day mostly at home. oh and i talked to minsheng about how he has been so out of spirits during basketball. the reason, the DUMBEST reason i've ever heard, was that he lost a keychain his primary school english teacher gave him for scoring 100 in his spelling test. and the problem was that he actually didn't like that teacher of his. OH GOSH. teehee i talked for hours with him, then he said he felt much better and promised not to let such unimportant stuff bother him during practice anymore. and he said that i "had been a great comfort", like in those books. heehee. what a nice feeling to know that you've helped a friend feel better. so i should say THANKS MINSHENG!(:
tuesday. tuesday...i can say that it was certainly not as nice. i had stomachache (again) and diarrhea(again). i just don't understand why i never really recovered after taking the medicine. maybe its because the medicine didn't work. or maybe it was something i ate. sigh.): i went home early. and i didn't go for cca. i still feel really bad...i'm so sorry shimin! and everyone else too! well, i went home and had a super long nap until 6 plus. then my mum woke me up and it was time for dinner. yuck. i didn't want to eat!
then after forensic heroes 2, i chatted with peining and she told me that WEDNESDAY WAS THE LAST EPISODE OF FH2! i was DEVASTATED. ): i kept wondering what i should do after fh2 ends...
wednesday i can say, was definitely not too good. i was having stomachache(again) so i rested my head in the table. panezilla scolded me and asked me to wake up, so i told her the reason. she nodded her head. then i dunno why, maybe she didn't hear or something, she called me again when i rested my head again. i was so irritated that i just repeated to her about my stomachache in a very 不爽 voice. she nodded her head AGAIN. after that she called the whole class to stand up. then one by one she allowed people to sit. i was stupefied when she told fran to sit. EH PLEASE, FRAN WAS THE ONE WHO WAS REALLY SLEEPING, I WASN'T! then i couldn't stand my pain anymore and i told her i was having stomachache FOR THE THRID TIME. THIRD. and she said 不知道你是真的痛还是假的痛。WTH?! even after that she still didn't allow me to sit, and i was dying. nice fran wanted to stand with me, but i felt bad about it so i asked her to sit down. i was really steamed that she actually said such a thing. ):
despite all the depressing stuff, french was still fun!pearly,weiling and nicole came with us! whee!~ hahah the french teacher told us to write a short composition like thingy, so fran and i started on it. at least fran did.(: then he wanted to help us with it, so he came over to our table AFTER GIVING US THE TOPIC OF "A STUDENT GOT INJURED BY A FISH". HOW INTERESTING YA?
anw the really bad stuff happens now. when i was at home i hinted to my mum about my Christianity by telling her about the sexuality eudcation(education actually, it was typed wrongly on the slides!) and how God actually helps in the development of our good morals. then she flared up.): and my dad actually added that maybe i shouldn't get my new handphone. OH GOSH, was i feeling down! I HEREBY CLARIFY THAT I DO NOT CRY EASILY. i was feeling really depressed, so i made a little prayer and i felt better, knowing that God will always be with me no matter what happens. and i went to sleep feeling great!
today. hmmm, today is...not too bad. but i had diarrhea in the morning before i left the house. then in school my stomachache persisted(again). i finally couldn't take it anymore and requested to go home. so my mum came to fetch me. nothing much really. oh and i have to thank lynn and congying for the trouble! thanks lynn for running up and down for me. and to congying for coming back to class to open the door for me. btw HOPE YOU ENJOYED MY CUPCAKES! that's about the end of today. i went home, had lunch, took my medicine, then slept till now. (: teehee.
sigh there's still a chinese test tomorrow, hope it goes well! good luck peining,priscy, olivia,janice,sherry and fran! and to everyone else too! jiayous baby! :D
FRIDAY!~ i simply love fridays! don't you? that nice feeling that you can finally rest after such a tiring week...(: hahah art today after school was dreadful, cuz peining wasn't there when priscy and i needed help most.): but we still completed it! teehee still feeling kinda bad about the sloppy work though. anw tuition just now was quite enriching, because I PLAYED XINHUI'S HP GAMES!! and there was harry potter and some game called blood+. heehee dun be jealous YX, because i played a harry potter game! :P haahaah this day hasn't been too bad apart from what peining said this afternoon which mad me really sad...i bet she still doesn't know what it was she said that made me sad...): never mind forgive and forget!
ooh ooh ooh one more thing. thanks yauxuan for listening to my complaints. and to peining too.(: last but not least, good luck liling! you're doing great for a new shepherd! thanks for your continuous support all this time i've been a christian! GO BABY!
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